I'm struggling! There I said it. It's true. I usually don't feel this way for more than a week but this time it's been for a couple months. I'm struggling with being the mom I want to be. I'm struggling with being the owner of a growing business! I'm struggling with being the wife I want to be, with running my household the way I'd like, with the amount of sleep I want to get, the fact that one to four of my kids has been sick since Feb. 1 or with the fact that spring isn't coming soon enough. Mostly, I'm struggling with the fact that I'm struggling.
I can't seem to remember Thursday is media for my kids and I should send along their library books to return and pick out a new one. While they've never complained, I'm now writing it in my calendar. I also can't seem to remember it's my week to blog here, sorry for the delay.
I've been feeling this way for a while, but it seems to have come to fruitation and now I must resolve it. I need to find the work life balance that I'm seeking. My husband even does the majority of the cleaning, dishes, baths and some laundry.
I'm torn between being a mom and building a business. I started my business so I could spend more time with my kids! Will there ever be true balance?
I admit I am struggling and it is so hard for me to say. Does anyone else feel this way?